Goodbye 2010

New years eve started out with a small pity party of "poor me who cares if I am alone on New years Eve".As the day wore on it became a banquet of pity.. Finally giving myself a mental shake thinking you can not keep this up. You are not alone you are surrounded by memories some good some bad, some sad. Okay I decided to at least pretend I was having a good time. I made pigs in a blanket, opened a bottle of wine, was watching House. Something was missing. Then the phone rang, my son asking if Eden and Ryker could come over while they went to dinner, mentally grumbling( they did not ask me out). I said sure. Well now I know what was missing . The sound of children's laughter and questions. We watched "The next cooking star' shows.Eden thought they were killed when they lost,because they were "cut". The kids loved the pigs in a blanket and all was good. Pity party was gone. i loved the evening and went to bed thinking all is well in my world. Happy new year.